Since reaching the half way point in my placement, the stress is kicking in.
For the first time since starting my internship I have been left to work on my own on the newsletter. My supervisor and I worked on the first newsletter back in September and wrote it together. As for the October newsletter I was given the stories to write up and told to try and write it up as best as I can. This was a major step in the progression of my professional career, proving myself worthy of the position and proving to myself that I do know what I am doing.
After many years of learning how to write in a professional capacity, my immediate fears of 'do i actually know what I am doing,' or 'do I know how to write this,' definitely kicked in. I had done this before many times and just had to recall on my university knowledge and experience. And although not being the most fabulous piece I had ever written, I was proud of myself for showing that I could do projects on my own.
This newsletter was a minor step in being able to fully trust and believe in myself– something they don't teach us at university, its a life lesson that can only be learnt once we have experienced and realised the benefit of it. Trust in yourself is, most importantly, a core value in which everyone should envisage in themselves reach the potential you believe is right for you.
Be true to yourself.
Ellie
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1 comment:
Hi Ellie
I'm fairly certain that everyone who's done an internship or just started a graduate job has had those exact same fears, myself included! It sounds like you managed to overcome those fears though and that it was worth it in the end, and not everyone can do that so you definitely should be proud. It's also a really good point you made about trusting and believing in yourself, it's definitely something that nobody can teach you but without it you can be holding yourself back so much.
Zoe
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